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Gif of Phantasma playing in feathers :p
Holy shit! I got a gif made of me playing in feathers in the Open Letter video by The Amity Affliction.
I feel so honoured to have been ‘giffed’! XD
#glitter #blood & #gore
Shooting promo material for the @_trashdolls glitter & gore party! #trashdolls #makeup #photoshoot #fun #me #aishaphantasma
Oh glob I can’t believe I’m posting this! Finally got to wear my new #garter belt that I bought months ago and felt pretty good about myself, which is rare….so….yeah…eep!! #leopardprint #lace #suspenders #lingerie #me #aishaphantasma #boots #pleaser #lasenza
Photography, lighting, editing, concept, all that work by Hiroshima Photography / Pilin Goodsell
Model/MUA is me.
Styling by both of us.
I quite enjoyed spending several hours of my day half naked and sticky with the uber talented Pilin. ;)
Obviously appropriate #poledancing attire. #pole #xpole #fitness #exercise #iworkout #outfit #fashion #me #aishaphantasma
Just hanging around…yeah get used to the #poledancing photos. I’m having too much fun. I couldn’t be bothered changing out of my dress either… #pole #fitness #exercise #doyouevenhang @the_pole_nation #teampolenation #aishaphantasma #me #ilookfunnyupsidedown
Art gallery hopping today with @whokilledsabbath 😊 so I thought it was appropriate to do pretty #makeup. #sugarpill #mac #bennye #bluehair #aishaphantasma
…because I tend to fail at keeping them. However, 2012 has been such a headfuck of a year, with half of it involving me feeling like absolute shit, feeling too upset to leave the house and too anxious to do anything.
I want to try my hardest to grab 2013 by its metaphorical balls and do my best to not let depression and anxiety get in the way of doing things.
By the end of the year I want to be confident with how I look, or at least comfortable enough with my body that I can fake confidence all the time, instead of just every now and then.
I want to give up some of my bad habits or at least seriously minimise them, and completely revamp my diet and eating habits so I can get skinny, healthier, fitter and less flabby…less processed food, more raw food and veggies.
On that note, I’m going to aim to run more, because as much as it’s a mission to get me to go for a run, I find it therapeutic after about 10 minutes, and I can keep going out of psychological motivation. I *WILL* have a body I like more, and I know it’s going to cost more time and effort on my part.
I really need to start caring less about things that aren’t that important, and stop stressing about things that aren’t that bad.
I need to stop wasting time and being more productive with my free time, even if it’s just reading a book or doing sketches, as long as I’m not spending hours browsing facebook.
That’s a fuck lot to commit to. But I suppose a lot of them overlap each other…so…we’ll see how I go…
Bring it on 2013…
One of my shots from the Trash on Trash book by Tom McEvoy in collaboration with #trashdolls you can grab yourself a copy of the book from www.trashontrash.bigcartel.com #trashontrash #art #photography #mixedmedia #pasties #kimono #model #aishaphantasma
Cleaning my room, but more so keeping it clean.
Dieting. (Always end up having an epic binge day that throws me off the healthy eating wagon…)
Listening to my own reasoning & logic.
Listening to my own advice that I give to people.
Making any consistent self confidence last longer than [current record!] 2 days.
If a girl has a lot of sex, even with several people, that doesn’t automatically make her slut.
If she does so without any standards, morals, or class (i.e., sleeping with someone’s partner when she knows they’re together & not caring, not having any standards and just fucking anything that moves, talking about it like it’s the only thing you have to talk about, bragging about it, hurting people in the process, etc.), then you could maybe call her a “slut”.
If she does but has standards, doesn’t fuck just anyone, doesn’t talk about it constantly for no reason or brag about it…isn’t hurting/affecting anyone with what she does, then she’s not a slut, just a girl who has a lot of sex.
I don’t like slut shaming and I think even if a girl is a “slut”, if it’s not directly affecting YOUR life, why care enough to call her a slut?
How a girl dresses, acts, talks, presents herself does not automatically make her a slut.
A facebook friend put this together for me because apparently Draculaura & I look very alike haha.
^____^ I actually love getting the Monster High comparison. Those dolls are freaking adorable. I wish I had them growing up instead of regular old Barbies.
I can be Draculaisha.
Next dress up party…I think I know who I’m going as. I just need a wig…and fangs.
Final folio series based on the concept of Chakras & Carl Jung’s dream archetypes.
I. THE ROOT CHAKRA :
Location: Base of spine. / Colour: Red. / Sense: Smell. / Element: Earth.
Physical Identity, Self-Preservation, Survival.
Stability, deep-rootedness, trust, reality, sexuality, physical health, courage, impulsiveness, and passion.
Standing up for oneself and security issues.
Associated animal is the elephant.
THE ANIMUS ARCHETYPE: The masculine personality traits in a female. Develops logic, opinions, courage, and intent. Negative side of animus leads to incorrect judgements. Symbolism includes an eagle, a bull, a lion, and phallic objects.
II. THE SACRAL CHAKRA :
Location: Lower abdomen. / Colour: Orange. / Sense: Touch & taste. / Element: Water.
Emotional Identity, Self-gratification, Feelings: the right to feel and to want.
Sexuality, sensuality, desires, emotions, pleasure, freedom, procreation, polarity, and movement.
Associated animal is the crocodile.
THE ANIMA ARCHETYPE: The feminine, emotional, and intuitive side of a male’s unconscious. Develops emotionality, leading to greater spirituality. Anima appears in dreams when a man is neglecting his feminine side. It has a wise & good side, and a negative side often symbolised by seductresses, sirens, prostitutes, or witches.
III. THE SOLAR CHAKRA :
Location: Solar plexus. / Colour: Yellow. / Sense: Sight. / Element: Fire.
Ego Identity, Self-Definition, Personal power.
Will, knowledge, mental clarity, optimism, self-control, awareness, self-esteem, responsibility, purpose, willpower, and spontaneity.
Associated animal is the ram.
THE HERO ARCHETYPE: Represents the psyche’s quest for individuation, and the ability to overcome obstacles & achieve certain goals. Can be seen as a road map towards the rational conscious mind triumphing over the animalistic unconscious mind. Dreams of a hero defeating evil can symbolise the defeat of a negative aspect of the unconscious.
IV. THE HEART CHAKRA :
Location: Heart/chest. / Colour: Green. / Sense: Touch. / Element: Air.
Social Identity, Self-acceptance, Relationships: the right to love.
Love, self-love, self-control, forgiveness, compassion, acceptance, intimacy, balance, growth, beauty, grace, femininity, harmony, grounding, prosperity, trust, devotion, renewal, and peace.
Associated animal is the antelope/deer.
THE GREAT MOTHER/GODDESS ARCHETYPE: The embodiment of all feminine aspects, mystery and power - suggesting a woman’s total wholeness. Personified in many ways, often as a nature goddess/earth mother with the ability to infinitely give motherly care, help, and protect. Can have a dark side- seen as a mother who devours her young & dominates loved ones. Other symbols include Eve & Mary in Western tradition; church, nation, forest, or ocean.
V. THE THROAT CHAKRA :
Location: Throat. / Colour: Blue, turquoise. / Sense: Hearing. / Element: Ether/Space.
Creative Identity, Self-expression, Communication: the right to speak & hear the truth.
Learning to express oneself, the ability to trust, loyalty, organisation, self-discipline, speaking the truth, wisdom, speech, creative expression, expansion, and healing.
Associated animals are the white elephant and peacock.
THE WISE OLD MAN (& WOMAN) ARCHETYPE: Represents one’s mana personality - the primordial energy that can help one grow & transform, or even destroy. Appears in dreams as a figure of authority & guidance (magician/wizard, doctor, priest, father, teacher), and can have & give magical or healing powers. It is a source of inspiration & understanding, guiding the individual on their quest for growth.
VI. THE THIRD EYE CHAKRA :
Location: Forehead centre/brow. / Colour: Indigo. / Sense: Intuition (the sixth sense). / Element: Light.
Archetypal Identity, Self-reflection, Intuition: the right to “see”.
Trusting insight, developing psychic abilities, and releasing hidden and repressed negative thoughts.
Self-realisation, invention, imagination, psychic abilities & perception, understanding, memory, fearlessness, clear seeing, and use of mind/intellect.
Associated animals are the black antelope and swan..
THE DIVINE CHILD ARCHETYPE: A symbol of the developing personality, this archetype represents a reviving force that leads one toward wholeness - Individuation & the true self, our full potential. Both vulnerable, yet at the same time untouchable, with a strong power to transform.
VII. THE CROWN CHAKRA :
Location: Crown of skull. / Colour: Violet, white, gold, silver. / Element: Thought.
Universal Identity, Self-knowledge, Knowingness: the right to know & aspire.
Spiritual awakening & connection the concept of a higher power.
Merging one’s consciousness & unconsciousness into the superconsciousness. Divine consciousness & trusting the universe, searching for meaning, karma, and grace.
Wisdom, inspiration, charisma, awareness, higher self, meditation, self-sacrifice, potential, purity, limitlessness, bliss, spirituality, vision, and ascension.
THE SELF ARCHETYPE: Archetype of wholeness & potential. The realised product of Individuation, when one’s psyche has been fully unified. The unconscious & conscious are one, all conflicting elements of personality are balanced & integrated.
Symbolism includes holy figures/gurus or gods, saintly animals, and religious/spiritual symbols.
*All lighting, photography, retouching, editing, research & paraphrased text by me.*
1. Model: Jay Dee. MUA: me. Horns handmade by me.
2. Model/MUA: Dawn Dee Christian. Styling by me.
3. Model: Vladimir Barski. MUA/Hair: me. Horns handmade by me.
4. Model/MUA: Luna Trash. Styling: me.
5. Model: Felix Couture. MUA: Bec Campbell.
6. Model/Hair: Charlotte Miss Twisted. MUA/Styling: me
7. Model/hair: Dylan Peck. MUA/Styling: me.
Thanks SO much to everyone involved!! Highly appreciated. This was a pretty big project for me & I could not have pulled it off pretty much exactly how I planned it without your help. :)
PSYCHE books will be available as an e-book download soon (higher resolution, unwatermarked, full pages & text). I’ll also get books printed if there is enough demand for it.
I had to perform all 3 days at the 2nd Melbourne Tattoo & Body Art Expo. I was performing a group show with 3 other TrashDolls, and doing a few pole tricks.
This was terrifying because I had never ever performed dancing that wasn’t traditional Indonesian dance (and I was 13 the last time I did that), and I have only been doing pole dancing for roughly 4 months, and never practiced (until that week leading up to the expo), and I had never pole danced in front of an audience.
…also I was sick all week and got even sicker on the weekend.
I completely bombed my part on Sunday due to being drained and not having enough food in me to soak up the painkillers I had to take. Pretty embarrassed and disappointed in myself, but at least it’s motivated me to practice more pole and work on strength so if I ever have to do that again I won’t fail at it.
I feel pretty good about having managed to do it though. I never would have thought I could.
So far I have a mostly free week, until Saturday when I am modelling for Necrolillitha at the Catwalk Carnival. Spent today sleeping in and recovering. I am sore all over.
I give up on not being busy.