phantasmagoric abstractions

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Aisha Diandra / photographer. artist. designer. likes to dress up & pose, not a model. horror aficionado.
This blog is for my art, expression, inspiration, ramblings & everything in between.
I like the strange & spooky, beautiful & sensual, surreal & grotesque. contradictions fascinate me.

(the photos above are my own work.)

#fat

#Banana #cream #pie. Oh sweet heavens. I had to get it because I thought of the “10 banana cream piiiies!” line from Family Guy. #fat #dietfail #mustexerciselater (at Tommy Bahama Bar and Grill)

#Banana #cream #pie. Oh sweet heavens. I had to get it because I thought of the “10 banana cream piiiies!” line from Family Guy. #fat #dietfail #mustexerciselater (at Tommy Bahama Bar and Grill)

$6 #nachos y’all. #fat #fatty #food #foodporn #cheese #dietfail @parasiticautopsy_ you want?

$6 #nachos y’all. #fat #fatty #food #foodporn #cheese #dietfail @parasiticautopsy_ you want?

So I had 2 #desserts last night. Don’t judge me. #dessert #cremebrule #pannacotta #coffee #sweet #food #foodporn #fat

So I had 2 #desserts last night. Don’t judge me. #dessert #cremebrule #pannacotta #coffee #sweet #food #foodporn #fat

enough.

felt way too shit about myself today. 

felt ridiculously fat and gross.

eating crap for dinner just made it worse and now I feel even more disgusting. 

bleh.

that’s it.

going to be way more serious about my diet tomorrow, and I mean it this time. I’m tired of feeling hideous and hating how I look. 

I don’t want pity or reassurance, I’m just venting.
keep your judgements to yourselves, please.